i miss you, baby !

2009-11-19T16:10:00.027+08:00

Went to alot of places yesterday with WAN ER STEAD ! (:
we went to :

school
point
amk hub
dhoby ghuat (plaza sing)
hougang mall
home (:

Actually its quite happening. cos we didnt plan to go so many places.
i only wanted to go school and collect my cca certificate. so i ask me dear wan er whether she is free and wanna tag along, so she came along with me (:
so good la she ! love her many many ! (:
but th teacher bluff me, she didnt come sch yesterday.
make me go school for nothing -.-
so we went point to buy some drinks, and decide where to go.
In the end we plan to go amk hub.

we bus-ed to amk hub and went to shop shop around den wan er told me abt a shop tat sells delicious brownie at dhoby ghaut mrt station there.
so we decide to go there too. and we train-ed there straight.

The brownie looks yummy and tasted nice too !
So both of us choose and bought wad we like and find a place to eat.
After tat we went to shop around again and train-ed back to hougang mall to take bus home (:

I know my blog is dying and its been a long time since i upload photos here.
So i take quite a number of photos just to upload here ohhh ! (:
me so good rite still rmb to take photo upload here :D

mirror reflection from our sch toilet.

me and wan er stead ! <3

ahh ! wan er peep at me >.<

mine and stead th brownie !! yummy !

stead de brownie ; emm n mm ? ( i forgot wads th name )

mine brownie ; choco berry !

so cute luh stead ! (;

i know i look abit weird. but th black thing in my mouth is brownie okay ! ><

End with our happy smiles ! :D

2009-11-13T21:13:00.002+08:00

was chatting on msn just now.
and weiming nudge me, LOL
was thinking, omg tats like freaking long time didnt tok to him.
so we chatted awhile, and he ask me to link him up.
was stunt, since when he got a blog too?
laughs* and i realise my blog has been dead for a long time.
so was here to link him up, and to save my blog for rotting.

omg, im so sick this few days, flu again
and i can feel tat my sore throat is coming back too :/
i think i gotta rest more....

2009-10-10T14:19:00.004+08:00

just a random post to prevent my blog from rotting.

did alot of things, went to some place, alot of things happen, talk alot.
both happy and unhappy things take place.
but i forgot alot. th rest tat i remember im lazy to blog.

&dont wanna blog.
so i shall remember &keep it in my heart.

for yesterday :

went to plaza.
slack talk smoke.
sakae sushi(i think or is it suki sushi?) for dinner.

oh no, im getting lazy to blog again :x
so im off to do things le.
byeee my dear people (:

2009-10-02T18:26:00.002+08:00

HELLO !
tat lazy jye lin ask me to blog.
but i dontknow wad to blog. and im lazy to blog.
LOL. she herself oso nvr blog lor !! ><
idiot. haha. she say wan meet me today, for awhile only.
but she say lazy, and of course im lazy too.
and we drag drag till 4plus5, den she say going to rain alr,
and she scare of dark ?! wth. -.-
LOL. i dont believe lor.
i think she is just lazy not scare of dark!
bluff me only !! -.- idiot. haha
k la. im getting lazy !
byeeeee ! ._.

2009-10-01T18:14:00.002+08:00

glad tat edward still got view my blog. haha
abit shocking. cos so long didnt blog le
now suddenly blog, and he saw it
so coincidence rite .
&thanks for asking me back.
but hmm, you guys are getting along well now.
i go back like....some sort of awkward? its okay bah.
dont wanna be th odd one out. so you guys continue bah. hmm.
so yea, rmb to treat aki well ar. i alr told you her things le,
make sure you treat her well k, &also last long too ! <3

here comes my headache again x_X

2009-09-30T19:31:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since i last blog.
went to look around at other frens blog,
should i still use tat word...fren?
alot of changes. not like before.
i guess. mayb i have change?
i ask around. i did. alot say, ppl do change, and i know tat.
perhaps i change, and you have change too.
due to th environment or mayb frens.
and we hav lots of diff now.
i have change, i learn to be much stronger.
cos i hav, or rather, i need to change,
bcos i have gone through another type of stage.
and you too,

sad to have such changes.
sad to miss so much things.

alright, end of sad post
back to some normal posting.

im sick again :/
laughs. weather not good bah?
had sore throat, flu, slight headaches & slight fever.
but my fever is geeting better (:
so yea,
despite my sore throat and th heaty weather,
i have been eating durian this few days ! :D
muahaha. its nice okay. i love durians so much.
tats why i just cant resist it (:

2009-09-14T21:51:00.004+08:00

i think i have hurt a person who he really treats me well..
i shouldnt...i may regret next time...
but its all too late...everything you do....
i can only say im really really sorry...
you are a nice person...

i really wan to tell you this :

"i'm sorry"

remember wad i told you?

2009-08-29T21:13:00.001+08:00

i realise its been a long time since i last blog :x
i think most of you have forgotten my blog alr rite?
LOL. cos me myself nearly forgot tat i have got a blog too. opps :/ kiding luh.
so im also kinda lazy to reply tags too :x
but if anyone of you out there, just nice passing by my blog
&you wanna stop &crap with me, you still can do so yea.
i will TRY to check my blog more often &reply you ((:
dont blame me, blame my laziness :/

opps ! i have been forgetting to blog abt this.
for my brother sister &frens who tot tat i was on mia,
im sorry, cos im not. i mean for wad? LOL.
just tat my phone spoilt. D:
kena throw by my father due to some disagreement between us.
BUT its over now (: dont worry.
so yupp. i have contacted ppl tat looking for me urgently le.
like my dear ziyi &hazel (: so if anyone who is finding me too.
you could try sms-ing me (:

2009-07-28T12:58:00.001+08:00

so dead.
just like before.
how i wish...
time could turn back.

2009-07-21T18:12:00.003+08:00

sorry ppl, for letting my blog t0 be so dead for some time.
although i did went out this few days, but im lazy to update.
due to my laziness and im sick :/
but i will try to update more often yea..

bye peeps im going to eat my medicine now :X

tagged will be reply soon !

2009-07-10T22:04:00.003+08:00

hi ppl ! (:

i went to school today !! (:
shock rite? haha
&i cabb-ed to school due to th rain :/ (i really care about th exams okay?)
actually i didnt really counted as going school cos i went in when school ends :x
cos i just wanted to take th oral, which is after school (:
alot of them was like so shock when they saw me in school :p
cos i have not been going scool since school reopen
so its about like 2 weeks? :/
i know im naughty :x
alot of them keep asking me to go school but..... (:

so yeayea, back to th subject,
i went to school today bcos there is chinese oral, o lvl de .
quite alright for th passage
but the conversations with th china teachers? hmmmm.
i hope i didnt screw up :x
cos i accidentally use 2 english word !! :X
which is I MEAN
when i say tat, i was like omfg?
hope th teachers didnt heard it bah..

after tat weent to point for awhile to find wan er jye lin they all
cos they were "studying" there.
tats wad they say. but i saw them talking. haha.
chat with them, eat , slack
& home sweet home (:

I NEED A NEW PHONE ! ><
can anyone buy for me?

2009-07-03T22:11:00.003+08:00

oh my oh my !! (:
my birthday just ended few days ago !!
& im super duper HAPPY !! :D

really enjoy myself on tat day !!
its a memorable one okay !!

a big big THANK YOU to all
who celebrate with me & wish me !! (:
LOVES ! <3

thanks ziyi,weilong,xiaoxiang,ahniu,yueting&hazel (:

2009-06-26T18:08:00.002+08:00

why do all the bad things happen togther?
i thought i was numb. i thought it will be okay.
but im wrong. cos im not.

i make th worse decision.
i thought i have prepare for it.
but im still wrong.

wad am i now?

so near yet so far.

2009-06-25T23:39:00.006+08:00

oppps ! i think my blog is dying.
haha. so im here to blog in case ppl forget tat there's still this blog :/ *laughs*

anyway, yesterday i went to meet jye lin &waner,
*i was thinking omg its been such a long time i last meet them*
so we went point mac to STUDY.. haha xD i really got bring books okay..
&then we saw a guy, he keep smiling and waving to jye lin at first,
after tat he keep follow my actions.. we was like omg? haha xD
but we didnt blame him or scold him, cos....
i didnt write the reasons out bcos, its abit...not good.
so yaya, we did talk to him, den back do to our stuff.

&we went home after tat,(i forgot the time. :x)
as i just reach hme, i get to know tat i need to rush to meet weiming,yueting&ziyi.
cos they have bought the tickets alr.. last min de. haa.
i get to know only when they have alr bought the tickets,
so i faster rush down to ps to meet them before the movie starts.

met them at pizza hut, was so shock when i saw ah girl was there :x
tio shock lo, was like wondering why his there? is he watching movie with us later?
but after tat get to know tat he just came down to have his dinner wih us..
after crapping &talking with him , he went off, &we went in to watch movie.
to edward : so sad ! you miss ur favourite part !! muahaha ! (:
oh ya th movie we watch was transformer.. its damn nice luh !! haha.
after finish watching it, its was already midnight, so we cab down to bedok to slack,ton &also to meet hazel after tat.

finally home sweet home at around 12pm (:

*why do ppl likes to lie?

2009-06-19T22:02:00.001+08:00

awww
im soooooo super tired.

i need a rest.

but im still sooo happy ! (:

2009-06-13T06:10:00.003+08:00

currently at my frennnn houseee !!
im so bored . &they are like sleeping like a pig luh.
so im here to blog to let my time pass more quickly...
&i just wan to sleep sleep sleep now.
im sooooo tired & sleepy.
i wan to go to my lala land now. but cant D:

shall blog again tonite (:

GOOD MORNING PEOPLE !

2009-06-12T15:08:00.003+08:00

super sian luh !!
i think i lost my cable.. sad lo.. D:
lost cable = cant upload photos.
i finally have th urge to upload all th photos today ( im serious ! )
but i cant find my cable.. f&$#
*sign*
dontknow must wait until when then im going to upload again le. :x
hope my mother knows where i keep it bahx . D:

im bored. & im off today (:
going out later.
to help help somethings ((:

&i shall upload later again if i found my cable.
byeeee ! (:

2009-06-11T17:00:00.003+08:00

omg. sorry people.

i realise i have not been blogging for a long time :x

cos i didnt have the chance to use the com,

&dont have th mood to use com too

i think im just plainly lazy.. haha

anyw, i also realise tat i have got lots of lots of photos have not been uploaded yet.

i think im gonna die this time, too much too upload..

so pardon me for my laziness.

this few days alot of things happen,

&im really glad about it (:

muahaha.

i shall not say much.

but im really happy luh.. cant stop smiling.

i think im going crazy :D

anyw, sad to say... today there is a class outing..

but i didnt make it to go.

super duper sad luh.. hope they are enjoying themself now..

arghhh !!! D:

D: D: D:

oh gosh. almost forgot. my frens are going to army tml !!!

dontknow why lately, i got alot of frens turning botak -.-

i think they find it cooling? (: ops. no offence. haha

anyw, good luck to them ! hope they wont suffer. (:

we will definitely miss them alot.

2009-05-31T05:35:00.002+08:00

OMG !!

LOOK at the time NOW !!

its going to be 6 in the morning !!

yet i cant sleep !!
&there's a RETARDED sleeping beside me right nw -.-

im bored.. but i just cant sleep..

OMG ! can anyone sing a lullaby to coax me to sleep? :x

i need a nice sleep right now..

cos i have something on later :/

&there's alot of things to do.

dontknow why i cant be sleeping well lately..

i think i suffer from insomnia :/

help me ):

i wan to have a supeeeeeer nice sleep NOW!!

&i mean now now now!! (:

2009-05-29T21:55:00.002+08:00

sorry guys :x

for not going schools for 3days(?)

i think so.. i just plainly overslept?

nothing much.. dont worry yea?

&we wont ~~distance away~~ de !!

cos i also dontwan to ~~distance away!~~ :X

&this few days happen alot of damn things.

so i wont say much here.

maybe i dontwan to rmb? or..im scare to rmb?

nvm.. but good things are deffinitely be rmb (:

&i had some changes in my appearance (:

hehe . so ppl lets meet up .

&you guys will know (:

okay,, im being chase after th career days photos..

haha xD but im really lazy to upload it :/

sorry guys !!

wait for me to upload!! i know im the last :x

2009-05-26T21:39:00.003+08:00

remember today.

&remember yesterday?
maybe

things wont turn our tat way,

~~if i were her.~~

Do you

still remember today?

2009-05-26T19:05:00.003+08:00

Thursday, May 21, 2009

its CAREER DAY ! :D

everybody is excited & wear damn nice luh !

although its our second time attending it,

but all of us still feel exciting like our first time ! (:

went to meet kelly,june,wan er, at hui qi's house

den prepare further more &headed to school together

after tat we had our chinese intensive in class till 10.30

recess next till 11

&we went to FURAMA hotel !! (:

had a small talk &we ate at there next.

had alot of fun through out th whole career day !

its our last time going to career day, so we enjoy alot ! :D

photos will br upload soooooonn !! (:

get back th results for exam.

have been failing badly

i think i got to buck up !!

2009-05-20T23:22:00.003+08:00

today wake up at 7am plus,

wanted to go sch, but after bath,prepared &everything

i found out tat im quite late, so stayed at home & rest instead,

&give school a miss (:

meet kellytoh at ard 2?

&accompany her take 854 to yishun to get her stuff,

&also some ideas for wad im wearing tml. :D

came back home at ard 3plus.

kelly (mummy) ,huiqi (知心) & waner (stead)

came my house after tat at ard 4.30pm(?),

&help me see whether is it suitable to wear th outfit im wearing tml (:

thanks for their opinion ! :

im excited about tml's career's day !!!

i still miss you....

alot alot. & badly.

2009-05-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

FIRST OF ALL !!

i wan to thank my dear stead

"
"
"
WAN ER

for changing my blogskin for me throughout th night (:

a million thanks to you !!! <3

hehe :D

okay, lets get back to th topic about th things tat happen today.(:

today after exam, went point to have breakfast with kelly &huiqi.

Waner, Amanda Phua & BaoCheng came later on.

talk,crap & we did some art. lmao !

after tat went to kelly's house,

to choose wad we wearing for career day ! (again)

& of cousre th shoes.

& photos are taken !! :

the three of us !! (:
us again ! (:

and th 2 of them wants to be model !
look at their sexy pose !! opps !
i know im gonna get killed by th both of them :x

th first model is KELLY ! (:

followed by HUIQI ! (:

muahaha ! :D

of course im not in it !

i just took a normal photos (:

&tats ME ! (:

me &my mother ! (:

&the 3 of us again !!

haha xD

trying to smile &act

as if nothing has happen & affect me.

tats all i can do.

2009-05-18T23:34:00.002+08:00

now its

Monday, May 18, 2009 ; 5/18/2009

11:34:00 PM {♥}

IHATETODAY!! D:

something happen not long ago.

try to stop, but i cant.

its beyond my limit . i tried tried tried.

but still no use...

i guess im really useless bahx?

cant even stop a thing from happening .

*laughs*

i guess tats wad i cant do properly now.

&th history stills repeats itself

again

your mind, your idea, your decision.

i know i cant change it.

~~i shouldnt have sms. i shouldnt have ask.~~

~~nothing will happen then.~~

~~&i wont know.~~

2009-05-18T00:05:00.002+08:00

someone ask me to update my blog,

cos she's boring -.-

lols. anw, i feel like blogging too.

cos i feel so emotional now.

feel so happy yet sad at the same time too.

(: (: ----------- ):):

anyone feel the same like me now?

arghh.

2009-05-15T15:15:00.002+08:00

its raining soon !

& i wan to see rainbow !!

its going to rain soon !!

& i just simply love th raining days !

it feels so good luh !!

when th wind blows towards you

&when th rain drop hits ur window,

its so damn relaxing ((:

okay, its raining now !

i shall go relax abit first

&shall post again tonite? :D

2009-05-13T19:35:00.008+08:00

P.O.A paper2 today.

was late as usual :x

cos of kenneth & ziyi. bad influence xP

haha . anyway. dont talk about th exam le :/

i think all th exam i should be all bye bye le.

sian 1/2.

too late to regret.

2009-05-12T19:58:00.003+08:00

back from toa payoh.

after taking back my pay

went to meet my super long time nvr see th fren(:

haha. meet at dhoby ghaut and headed to hougang mall,

as my dear fren also going to th gym at hougang.

chat, crap, disturb &play is wad we do on th way.

LOL. accompany wait for his fren

&home sweet home (:

life is unfair isn't it?
sometime even if you put in alot of effort
you still wont get wad you wan.
no matter how many times you try,
you still wont get wad you wan.
but some ppl they get wad they wan
just for th first try & they get it.
how unfair it is. right?

haha, i know its random.

but i just had this sudden thought

appear in my mind.

2009-05-12T13:44:00.003+08:00

hmm, today should be need go school de,

but th exam has been postpone to tml -.-

i think they also find it stupid for us

to go school for only 1 hr plus den go home again.

but tats good news for ppl who lack of time to study.

but no difference for people like me AT ALL.

haha. my god. really no medicine can cure my lazyness le.

haha :D

anyway, going to toa payoh later to take my pay.

damn sian luh, also not much den need to go so far to take.

*sob* ard 1 hour th bus trip leh. D: D:

so im going to prepare to go out le.

shall post again when im back?

byeee !

to my fren :

dont be sad, smile & face it bravely !

have more confidence in urself

anyway you still have us rite? haha :D

dont be sad my dear fren ! (:

2009-05-11T00:57:00.001+08:00

oh ya ! more photos will be upload k?

sorry. cos im just simply tooo lazy to upload so many photos :/

photo taken on 07may will be upload soon!

2009-05-10T22:23:00.005+08:00

Friday, May 8, 2009 ; 5/08/2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LYDIA!

it's Ah xiang & Lydia !
th sweet couple!

met up with kenneth & ziyi first,&headed to Lydia's BBQ.
slack,talk &get disturb -.-
LOL! & saw some ex hougeans there.
its been a long time since i last saw them.
anyway, left at ard 10pm? (i think)
went to meet kenneth again,saw ah huang & Barry on th way.
walked to bus stop with them.
went to th coffee shop next & they ate their supper?
after tat went to th playground behind 624.
ah huang's friend came. slack & rot.

& i ask kenneth &ah huang to pose for me,
cos im too bored & i think my blog need some funny photos.
see, i soooo goood rite? :D
haha. but they do look like gay luh. LOL.

i think they may have th potential to become gays !

wad about you? haha !

hey, no offence kk? haha (:

2009-05-07T18:34:00.006+08:00

went to sch in th morniing,
late as usual luh :P
saw kenneth outside sch,
chat with him awhile and went in sch.

1st paper is listenin compre (mother tongue)
2nd paper is P.O.A.
my god? no comments for todays paper. :/

after tat went point with kelly, elis &hui qi.
me, elis &huiqi ate at th kopitiam
kelly went home to eat.(cos her mother cook nice food mahx :P )
haha ! den after tat come to meet us.
&we went to mac. to slack slack slack.
&also take photoooooooosss! haha!
our faaaavourite thing to do no matter we busy or not ((:
but i didnt get all th photos,

cos tat stupid PUFFER FISH didnt charge her phone !!
haha. or should i say is we take till her battery flat?
she cant even on her phone xD HAHA
so i shall choose nice nice photos
&upload them tml when i get it from her bahx.

oh ya ! tml is CHEMISTRY exam.

my god. dont think im going to study also. cos also fail de. haha

anw my physics also failing. so doesnt make any difference rite?

th diff only is how bad my result is? x(

haha, but still, wish me luck people ! (:

hope there's miracle happening.

like th teacher pass me th answer sheet acidentally?

haha ! or i grow smarter within 1 night ! (:

super sad

i just get back my sony phone & i alr drop it 2 time.

the 1st time my phone drop, is i think th 2nd day only ! D:

my god. pray hard not to drop it again ):

i dont wan it to spoil again. D:

wow, you lie without blinking ur eyes !

2009-05-06T20:54:00.007+08:00

maths & geography paper yesterday :(

didnt did well .

its godamn hard luh + i didnt manage to study too.

my god. confirm fail.

anyway, alot of maths pro also say hard,

i guess its really very hard bahx

cos even th maths pro dont have th confidence to pass too?

so i doubt anyone can pass bahx?

haha, i know its bad to say tat,

but after i heard it i feel abit relieve :D

muahaha (:

2009-05-05T21:18:00.006+08:00

now is exam period,

its like exam everyday. :x

its not a bad thing, as we can leave after exam,

but th thoughts of exam just give me th thoughts of sleeping at home instead.

okay lets continue,

th paper today is

'''

physics.

ohmymama, i did it badly. D:

not just bad, is very bad ! *faint*

not only for physic, but for alot of subject too.

& my O lvl is like coming.

but i seems to be still in relax mode.

which i dontknow why.

im starting to worry for myself for not

feeling worry about it.

or maybe i hav alr given up long time ago? LOL.

i will sure be scolded by lots of ppl for saying tat. :P

so i think i have to pull up my socks! (i mean, i shall try :x)

& i will try to take more pics to upload.

maybe during study time? (:

good luck to me for my exam(:

2009-05-02T23:35:00.001+08:00

1st OF MAY

LABOUR DAY!

hurray ! its labour day !

means we doesnt have to go school ! muahaha !

although its labours day, but i didnt spend my day rotting at home (:

i went out with :

kelly, melissa, huiqi, elis, stephanie,

jonathan, jian long & clement [:

we went to ps to shop at first,

actually wanted to watch wolverine at th gv thr.

but i think thr isnt any seats available bahx,

due to th long queue? :/

so we went to cathay & watch ---> TAKEN !!

its a action movie & its damn nice luh !

& i seems to be in th situation,

cos i was like keep grabbing huiqi's hand when thr is exciting part! xD

overall, all of us think tat th movie is nice [we want to watch it again!]

& its worth watching it! So ppl, go watch NOW! (:

& of course, photos are taken ; which is alot

so i shall post some here first :

guess who is this (:

its bad to point _l_

we love taking photos ! <3 look here pretty !

group photo ! + elis & steph

look at his retard face :x
haha (x

he say his eyes look small, so....

-> so we took anther one -.-

did you guys realise tat my face look smaller than elis in this photo?

haha!

the three...

on th way to meet th rest

meet melissa first

2009-04-30T20:11:00.003+08:00

it's a boring day again !

went to school in th morning,

late as usual :/

study &exam. after tat went to point with

kelly,huiqi & elis. revise abit at first

den Ziyi came later on &went to green with her.

cos she wanna drink th bubble tea thr -_-

haha, went home after tat.

and rot till now :x

im so bored now.

&so broke! i wan more $$! x(

2009-04-29T16:55:00.015+08:00

Photos taken during yue ting's chalet ! :

Me ! (:blur photo :x

fang xin !
Ziyi !

small bday bash within us ! (:

2009-04-29T15:14:00.001+08:00

hihihi (: im back to blog.
cos i think this blog is like dying soon. :/
so im here to blog to prevent it from dying.
anyway i didnt really touch th com for a long time.
++ my head has been giving me trouble by giving me headache :x
&recently, i hav been working at toa payoh ---> telemarketing (:
with sharon & eileen lee (:
its quite fun working thr with them .

haha :D & yea. im getting lazy, time for photos now?
p.s. this photo have been taken a long time ago.

went out to have fun with my daddy & old cliques!
my daddy is going army soon ):

mike daddy!
chin lun!

&& claria too !!
there's still lots more to go,
but cant find the rest of th pics.
shall upload again when i found th pics!

2009-04-21T10:45:00.002+08:00

didnt go to sch today..

arghhh! th headache is killing me ! x(

shall post again tonite if im feeling better.

good morning people.

2009-04-20T22:52:00.003+08:00

doesnt have th mood to post today ya.

so goodnite everyone !

2009-04-19T22:53:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey !!

im very sorry guys,

so long didnt post le ! :x HAA!

cos my com is down on some stupid virus :/

anyway, alot of things happen during this period of time

so i also lazy to type

&i think you guys are lazy to read th long post too, rite? :D

haha, but but but

i shall post some photos when i got th time yea?

haha xD

& here's th reply to th tags!!

♥meiixuan;hazel : i go put le ! (: &wad thing dying? i update le !! & rmb to gout out again! (:

♥meiixuan;JIAJIA : HAHA! yea! i wan to revenge! so you better beware!! ur heart only can have me !! hahas xD

♥meiixuan;FANGXIN : wad quiz? at where at where?

♥meiixuan;ZIYI : hahas ! wad you think lei ?? hmm.. haha !! (:

&someone still owes me th swenson treat !! ((:

2009-03-29T19:19:00.004+08:00

hey guys !

im back from malaysia ! (:

woohoo! haha ! was rather fun thr with my

pretty/handsome/cute cousin.

but was rather sick aboout th bus trip.

cos th bus trip is like so damn long. and i keep sleep sleep sleep.

like a pig? haha, cos too bored le. thr's nothing to do.

went to cemetry to "sweep tombstone"

i know my english sucks :/

anyway i went to see getai also. its nice.

do all sorts of stupid things with cousin (x,

& also talk aboout th pass time.

photo was taken ! but hav to wait for my biaoooo ge to send me! :x

so photos will be upload next time (:

anyway i think tat this trip came at th right time

as i can heal my wounds.

but i dont think it make any difference.

haa, shall not talk much, cos im quite tired yea?

maybe you are happy with ur life now?

& hope you will leave ur life to th fullest.

& hope i will get used to th life im having now.

i hope & i hope
~~i doesnt seems to be affecting anyone~~,

~~but i am. from wad is happening.~~

~~今天是你離開的第5天~~ ,

& im still trying to get use to it.

~~離開的時候忘了说~~ ....

& i shall update again tonite? if im still awake?

&someone owe me a swenson treat !! :D

2009-03-28T01:06:00.003+08:00

guys, dont miss me !! ):

i will not be singapore frm tml till sun.

haha! although only like less than 2 days only

but tats alot le.

ZzZz cos i will be like nothing to do.

super duper sian! :x

& i hav to wake up like 4? ohmygod!

again i hate to wake up so early _l_

& i still cant get to sleep now? less than 2 hrs to sleep!

anyway went to watch movie today !!
woohoo!

went to watch CONFESSION OF SHOPHOLIC !

with kelly,huiqi,jieying, melissa, june,

elis, her big sister, estelle & her boyfr!

& of course ME ~

its damn freacking nice luh & its touching !!

my god, people ! better go watch it now !!

HAHA ! & you MUST watch if you are a SHOPHOLIC !

hahas x) after watching movie, we went to walk around,

with melissa & kelly, & oh ya !

we have been stalked by a weird guy while we are going off ! my god !

but nothing happen as we quickly jump in th cab,

cos th guy like abit siao siao de?

den went to meet ziyi they all for dinner? (im like no appetite :/)

& home sweet home at 11 plus :D

2009-03-26T19:04:00.012+08:00

still trying to get use (or should i say get back)

to my old freaking life again.

but thanks to th ppl

aound me to cheer me up. :D

thanks ELIS,

my small lil cute monitor cum son(:

to tell me so many things, i really did feel better.

KELLYtoh,

my fierce fierce mother ? x)

for telling me her past to make me feel better too (:

MELISSA, JUNE & JIEYING

th LV group! i know they are abit crazy ! :x

thanks for doing funny stuff to make me laugh.

WAN ER

my stead ! cum my "luo wan xiang" x)

taiwan got luo zhi xiang, singapore got luo wan xiang ! (:

thanks for cheering me up ! you'll always be my stead !

th HAPPY MEIXUAN will try to be back sooooon !~

LI HUI
hamburger !! so long no one call you tat le rite?

haha xD & yea, i still got you all , i willl try not to be sad de

& why sky still got alot bird? haha what you mean?

& ZIYI,

my fake dear? i mean im her subtitusion?

HAHA ! thanks for cheering me up yea?

you too must cheer up! i know you got a new "fren" le ah!

so i think you should be alright le?

hahas xD

& ther is still alot more to mention, but im kinda lazy?

hahas xD sory for my lazy-ness!

but just wanna give ur a BIG HUG

&a BIG THANKS to all of you!

you guys are th best !

{♥} im happy, because

th love tat i hav is once so beautiful.

thanks thanks thanks .

2009-03-25T22:24:00.003+08:00

tofu, no matter wad happen,

i will always be there if you need a listeniing ear

or a shoulder to lean on.

just simply give me a call & i will be there.

goodbye my dear 06march .

today my hapiness ran away.

i'm no more a happy lil girl.

no matter wad, you still left me beautiful memories

tat i will not forget.

thanks for all th things.

i thought i have finally got out of my bad dreams,

but i went back again.

last but not least just wanna say again,

baby, i miss you & i love you.

i know i hav got no chance to say this again.

there's a time for everything.

2009-03-25T00:50:00.010+08:00

im so lazy &tired today !

so i shall post some photos only (:

hmm, wads tat below?

the uncle shoudnt be in th pic :X

actually im emphasizing th 2 watch on my hand (:

hab chong's spec is damn nice to take pic with luh !

taken on MONDAY ! :

2009-03-24T23:54:00.019+08:00

here's our photos for CIP ! :

this two cute little gal !

weee !!! me & my cute lil monitor !
candid shot of steph ! x)

hugs !!

yeahh !! *twist twist*

woohoo ! look at our long legs ! :P

guess whose hand is tat ?

me at thr taking photo
while waiting for them to finish doing their ''business'' . :D

th girls rulez !

me again ~ (:

im holding june's head ! ^^

look at melx at th back (:

on th way to meet our class .

in th morning :/

we are late but we still wans to take photo ! (:

taking photos is our passion ♥

tats about today's blogging !

bye peeps !

2009-03-23T22:45:00.001+08:00

&i shall post th photo of our CIP tml

sorry peeps.

2009-03-23T21:52:00.008+08:00

i dont mind anything as long you are there.

im willing to be thr with you.

den why you still bother about anything.

2009-03-22T19:47:00.004+08:00

if thr really is medicine to cure stupidness
den i shall be th first to swallow th whole bottle.
spare a thought for me.

i feel tat..
actually im not tat important..rite?

not feel.. is i know.

thanks for letting me know tat actually im not important.

let me realise tat, all is crap

i dont need to say more, it doesnt make any diff.

will be going out later awhile to meet frens,

as they want to have thier dinner?

so i shall upload photos about th CIP today again when i get home.

bye peeps.

2009-03-21T23:16:00.004+08:00

wake up in th morning today,

wanted to go for a hair cut

but didnt go in th end.

went to meet my baby!

&we saw rainbow at ard 7? :D

was damn anxious about tml !

cos its CIP time !

hoho! actually i also dontknow need to do wad tml

i think tats de reason for making me anxious?

haa, anyway tml CIP need to meet at a far place at a early time.

ohmygod! you know i hate to wake up early in th morning !

aww.. meeting classmates at amk mrt station at 6 first! ohmygod!

was kind of sad &angry today.

for some reasons. but i think im okay now? (i hope so)

hais. im currently feeling damn helpless luh. D:

&i hate th feeling of being helpless !

i wanted to help, but i cant. helpless indeed.

arghhhhh ! D;

super duper sad.

why doesnt anyone ask me?

2009-03-21T01:17:00.008+08:00

i think im really th stupid one.

does any medicine cure stupidness?

2009-03-20T16:10:00.010+08:00

my damn phone has been spoiling my mood nowadays.

cos it doesnt hav sounds or vibration when thr is msg.

so i have to keep looking at my phone -.-

& i hate it !

so people i might reply late & pls reply faster when i reply you.

cos i will keep looking at my phone like a idiot :/

yesterday, got to go out in th morning,

so missed th chemistry remedial,oh gosh D:

& my him went to club again,

so im bored again,

lucky after tat someone called me out.

but yesterday alot of things happen,

so im not in a good mood too..

will anyone cheer me up, pleaseeee ! ):

and sorry melissa, didnt acc you & kelly today. D:

i suddenly had a feeling,

a bad feeing.. i feel tat you are not like th one i know at th beginning.

maybe you can say im thinking too much or im being paranoid,

i dontknow! i just had this feeling within me.

& i dont like this feeling. its killing me.

i would rather go back to th past when you first woo me.

NOT tat i like th feeling when ppl woo me.

but tats th time you are real good.

maybeweshouldknowmorefirst.

but, i hav nvr regret anything.

2009-03-18T23:37:00.002+08:00

today is simply just a bad day !

im really confused .

i have got nothing to say, if this is wad you say.

&wad you wan.

i hope im just getting th wrong idea.

i didnt mean it de alright.

after saying all tat & you end with saying th 3 words so mian qiang.

it only makes me get th wrong idea more.

you ask me wad if one day you are gone,

i told you tat i will be nothing,

i cant lose you, cos you are part of my life le.

believe me or not.

you are alr part of my life.

is today friday 13th?

i can tell you tat i hate this feeling too.

2009-03-18T00:16:00.012+08:00

yea ! finally im back using this damn com!

HAHA ! its MY time (:
hmm, today wake up in th morning at 9 plus.

prepare, prepare, prepare & headed to school to meet wan er in th canteen.

as today got math remedial. i'm like so damn guai luh, still go for th remedial !

but the remedial was a short one. after tat went to point and have lunch at kfc

( which we decide like so long under th hot sun ) -.-

haha, anyway after crapping while eating,we went back to school and had our group study !

only kelly, hui qi, melissa , wan er, elis and of course me !

i thought th group study will be boring but it turns out to fun ! :D

cos all of us got our stories and alot of stuff to says !
& of course GOSSIPS ! so people who didnt turn up for th group study BEWARE !

hahas :D i'm just kidding luh ! x) relax, we didnt really gossips !

but photos is deffinitely taken ! :D quite alot? haha

after our group study, we headed to hougang green to let them settle their hungry stomach.

as they keep complain they are hungry, so we went to long john.

& we went to a playground near melissa house to wait for her after tat,

when we reach thr, th so called 3 big kids went to enjoy ourself! its so FUN ! x)

haha ! this are th photos taken during group study
(when kelly &melx was out to buy things)

im in wan er's hand !

now she's in my hand ! (:
oh my ! we are kissing !

th 4 of us !

while waiting for elis ...

me & elis !

th pink background!

me &wan er!

you cant see me ! ~

its a long post today ! shall post again tml !

goodnite people ! (:

♥ i'm starting to love you more everyday !

2009-03-17T19:41:00.003+08:00

just reach home

&my stupid bro wan to snatch th damn com from me !

arghhhhh! shall post later people !!

byeeee ! (:

2009-03-17T00:37:00.006+08:00

im finally done with my Dear Meixuan's Bloggy! :D

& i know she loveee me! Hahaha! (x

tell you one secret, she say she's my part time ah tai :x

thats why she keep calling me Dear nowadays. Haa!

Oooopsy! (x

Btw, im ZIYI! her cutest Dear here (:

Byeeee!

super bored ! &i miss you !

2009-03-15T20:15:00.000+08:00

boring &tiring day for me .

today my tofu will be going to clubbing.

as i didnt want to spend to much money & too tired, so i didnt went.

super sad luhh,suddenly feel like going D:

but nvm, i think thr will still be chances de ! (:

will be meeting ziyi later, cos she got alot of things want to say !

hahas :D anyway feel abit wasted for her.

due to her wilfulness's she lost a good r/s. (maybe?)

anyway im going to bath now ! cos she's on th way le ! (:

& i'm wondering wad he's doing now?

2009-03-14T07:00:00.000+08:00

Went out to meet boyfr, Jonas &ziyi.

Den went to take bus and meet Weilong at bedok inter

& meet xiao xiang at tampiness mall.

walk around at tampiness mall & went into a toy shop to play :P

and had our lunch ? at long john silver den went out to smoke .

wanted to play pool, but too many ppl le, in then end we didnt play.

went to walk walk again,

den after tat acc xiao xiang, weilong &ziyi to had their dinner at kfc.

slack around & chat at bedok inter, den boyfr &jonas went home after tat,

& we went to hougang & meet jiajun,

actually all of us thought of slacking only for awhile,

in th end we slack till morning for th first bus, & all of us went home !

all of us are like super duper tired !

&finally i can have a good sleep luh ! hurray!

boy, hope you are not angry w me for staying overnite outside kay?

i'm sorry D:

Tiring Day ! :/

2009-03-12T20:22:00.005+08:00

Today wake up at 6 !! So damn early luhh. After preparing, when to meet wan er at 7.20am cos wan to pass her back her thing.. After tat walk to sch with her, reach sch at ard 7.30 ? Its like so damn early.. And im like so long didnt reach school so early le, cos everytime late, suddenly dont get use to it. den after tat, during silent reading time, when to hav a talk with Mr Ang (my form teacher).. He is like so good luh, still buy me drink, and we had a short talk (40 mins?) den went back to class to hav lesson le !

Zzz and here start de boring lesson again..

During recess time, my fren me a shocking &stupid news ! They told me tat our sch got alot of stupid damn new rules is starting next term ! sian luhh ! 1 of it is, we are starting sch early, must be in sch by 7.30.(last time is 7.45 de lo) &they end sch at 3? WTF? Start sch early and end sch late? Dontknow wad the FUCK they doing? And also tat no colour bra also?(dontknow whether isit true?) But if it is, den it is damn fucking stupid luhh ! Hate all this new rules luhh ! Hais ): After sch went to meet boyfr !!! Luckily he change my mood ! weee !! (: so happy ! stay with him till around 7pm &went home after tat (:

ilovemyspiderman!

&you'remyspiderman !

i hate this luh !

2009-03-11T11:38:00.004+08:00

FUCK luhh !

This morning wake up, planning to carry my big bag to school, wanted to be guai kia, in the end late, heard from fren tat after 8.30 cant go in, so didnt went to try my luck. & out of sudden my F.T call me? and scold me? wtf luhh? How i know can go in? Den say tat 'P' is looking for me all those crap. LIke i give the damn? They alr complain so much to my parents le, like i care wad they are going to complain this time. Really fucking hate school luh ! Dontknow who created school, and makes us suffer like hell ! Really really dont feel like studying le.. How i wish i could faster grow up !! :X

Tonite still got chushi & "eat table".. &wad happen in the morning spoil my mood. So fucked-up luhh ! Hope later i will enjoy myself & forget all this unhapy things !

From today onwards i'm happy !

2009-03-10T21:14:00.000+08:00

Today went to sch late as per normal ! (: meet ziyi as she was late too. After meet her when to slack at the void deck downstairs my hse.. went in to sch ard 9? study study study till sch end... went to meet boyfr after tat.. so happy to be with him luhh !

hmm, thinking of extending my hair... should i?

i finally carry on with my life, tat i should carry on like more than 6 months ago? i finally give up &let go le.. hope he will be happy and found his right one luh ! (just like me) :D